A little about myself
To anyone who happens to be in here... Who am I? Well, that is a question that is hard to answer at the moment. I used to know myself but not anymore. I am a widow. I lost my husband very suddenly. I did not get the chance to even say "goodbye' or even to see him at his final breath. His death has been the most hurtful thing, and I am here to document my journey. My counselor said it can help with my healing, and so I'm giving it a shot. I am still yet to discover the new "me" and see the new "world". When my husband died, it felt like my old world dies with him. Initially, it felt like half of me was dead too, but I realized it wasn't "dead". It just rested. I am here not just to share my journey as a widow but also to re-define myself and discover who I am aside from being a widow and being the unlucky one who did not get the same opportunity most people get - a lifetime, a longer time with their loving spouse.